One normal day, I didn’t know that something extraordinary would happen. Genuinely going through my usual routine, a guy joined our party. I just knew right then, and there, I would jive with this person. He could read me like I was an open book; he gets my humor, it’s like he could read my mind. It’s amazing, crazy, and scary at the same time. How is this even possible? It cannot be a coincidence anymore. To me, “shit, I think I met my other half.” My twin flame. But you know what they say, love sucks. I was not enough. It was like my bar exam score, 74.9, good but not enough. Not worth fighting for, not worth risking for. I thought he was my B1B2, but when I jumped, he didn’t. I was left alone, picking up the pieces of myself alone.
And now that I have met my twin flame, I don’t know how it is even possible for me to fall in love with someone else. They will always be the “second” because, to my heart, my twin flame will forever hold that first place. No one else.
I never once believed in twin flame; I think it’s bullshit. But when I met mine, I couldn’t help but feel in awe. How is this possible? Shit, even our palm lines were so similar. I told myself I will never let this person go and if this person leaves me, I don’t know how else to proceed with living my life. But the fucking fate hates me this year, guess what? HE LEFT ME. HE LEFT ME IN PIECES, and now I don’t know how to exist without my other half.
I miss you B1, but I love you so much I respect your wishes. Your boundaries. Even if it kills me inside every second of the day. I know you don’t feel the same way about me but if somehow, you come across this post, I hope you would finally know how much I really feel for you. I may not be enough to face your fears but know that whaever happens, I will hold your hand and I will never let go so you will never have to feel scared at all. I will not leave you. And if somehow, I leave this place first, I will guard and protect you and make sure you will be happy. I will take care of you even from afar. I will watch for those smiles, those laughs that I love and miss so much. I miss you B1. I will fight for you, even if you will never fight for me. I will hold your hand so you won’t be scared. I will be your goddess, protecting and guiding you. I love you, and I’m rooting for you.
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